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5/26

I think I am in need of a wedding planner in the Florida area for December which may be when we marry or sooner depends on Jason and his healing process. and I also think I am going to need to get my ass in gear. I need my passport ready and I need to get my birth certificate

I think I can get it down if I had a date. I want to give everyone enough time to get down here and such. And then invite coworkers and such then :) For Sallye and John are coming in decemeber for christmas. I was surprised to hear that . I would need dresses for sallye, josie, cindy shauna stacey and I . I also would need stacey down here earlier so I can introduce her to bernard. I think bernard and her would get along well. So we shall see. Marilyn did not like cindy and the way she approached her and all.

So I wanted to make sure they were prepared that they get more. I was going to take stacey with me for she needs out and even if bernard does not come out she needs to be with people who can accept her for her and still be fine with that.

Tori may never know that I am marrying a vampire nor the others. But that is none of their business.

5/27

OMG I was right Nana and uncle Joe are mates but wont say anything for Rose was so much in love with uncle Joe. So Nana left it alone and never married. He married Rose and she died early for Joe was not the right match. I was stunned. So in their belief if it is a right match then it will not happen which is an amazing thing I must say but there culture would let another one would allow their other sister more happiness then the other. Rose died in giving child birth.

Nana and Uncle Joe where meant to be together or else Uncle Joe would have died. Nana was meant to be with him and well that is odd how things worked out. For Uncle Joe wont mate with another for he promised that but his heart has always been with Nana. I want to do something for the wedding for them and really make them aware that it is okay to love and really just get a new home!!!!!!!!!! l think i am going to have to get two lions one for each of them since that is what is on the crest . I had gotten one for Jason and I and we were eachothers until the day we marry. I think on our wedding that we need to give the shields like ours so they know it is alright to love and it does not have to be some huge secret.



Yeah I feel everyone should be inlove hell if I can be inlove you all should be inlove simple as that. and no I am not twiterpated!



purrrss

Raja

Life

Interesting everyday you think movies are crazy but life is stranger.

You know the type of weirdness. the rain not in the way it should be raining to things watching you and you know they are and you say nothing for you observe more from others who like to watch then when they talk.

Astrally it is interesting for they either get scared or they have balls and do something stupid.

love

Jason and I are doing well. He has gone thru three phones and a computer and lights all over Nana's home. LOL He is excited and well rereads my letters like I do. :)

teehee he has an ability I do when I am mad though. I blow up things where others kill things by mistake. That is Jason. lol when he reads my letters or thinks of me something goes boom.

Nana told him to stay away from her kitchen and phone. This woman is a amazon italian las you dont fook with hte kitchen and or her phone..

She is firey. For an elder. I think Uncle Joe and Nana got it going on but I cannot prove it yet but I will in time.

Dezzy the weee young one of the family is wanting Jason to come back and marry me right away. He sees that he needs to get back to FL. But he has projects.

And so it goes. I try to learn all I can about life in general and more.

health

lol that is a joke but it is getting better

so I am alive woohooooooooooooo

work

Is different that is for sure.

I stay to myself and do my work.

They have been firing people alot lately over weird stuff. So I do my job and get out.



purrs and nibbles to my readers

sorry so long.

:)

Raja

My baby got to Italy safely woohoo

I always worry about the travel thing planes and all make me leary since 9/11. It changed my path and brought me here bible thumping hell lol JAX.

I have learned alot in the time I have been here and reflecting after being here at the same job for five years I have to say I am ready for another change. Like the winds it changes. I feel it coming something different.



Hebe's here, May is here!

The air is fresh and sunny;

And the miser-bees are busy

Hoarding golden honey!





eh the mini poem from the Raja



huggles to all my readers



Raja

Smiles recently I have been rated some ones to my surprise why they do it they have no real answer for me so I guess I will move onto the next lesson the coven that likes to prey on and does not work on the actually black dragon book but their own mix. Chaos? maybe more then black dragon that is for sure. To some who have a brain this is damaging to a student but to some they embrace this. Perhaps perhaps perhaps....





Forced Raising of the Kundalini Serpent



Invoking the wyvern is a technique where by the Practitioner forcefully

raises the Kundalini Serpent. This forced ascension is used by Practitioner

to experience for a brief time the full potential of the Quin shell. In this

state several changes happen to the Practitioner; 1st he or she may

experience a heightened bestial urge to dominate, 2nd the Practitioner’s

senses are heightened much like a panic reaction where in the adrenaline

surges to increase strength , hearing, sight and mental acuteness, 3rd The

threshold of the quin shell increases exponentially to accommodate the new

flux of energy. The Figures below illustrate the amount of quin normally used

as opposed to that used by an invoked Practitioner.

This figure shows the quin usage of the average

person.

This is the expanded quin shell after invoking the

Wyvern.

It is not uncommon for the Practitioner to experience changes in countence

and voice pattern as well as behavioral deviances during invocation. Due to

the stress caused to the body during this transformation it is advised that

the Practitioner retain the services of skilled Minarri to refresh their

normal essence.

Warning! Do not perform the invocation of the Wyvern during periods of

Depression, this can lead to blackouts and missing time where in the

Practitioner may harm those he cares for.

Methods of Invocation

There are several methods of invocation to consider. One of my favorites is

the use of Music as stimuli. For me heavy metal and industrial works wonders.

There are also Practitioner who use Totems and tribal dance method to

reach that heightened state.

Posture

The proper posture for the invocation of the wyvern is arms crossed across

the chest in an X. When the surge of quin is released the arms are thrown

back and the head as well as if in a primal scream.





invoking a dragon more so a wyvern when your blood is not of that kind almost makes me think this coven really knows nothing of what they are teaching people. Hence forth my Smitty got harmed badly.

One if your path is of a dragon you best have dragon lingage

Two an unstable mind with this type of working is another things that make you go hmmmmmmmm



Other then that life on the flip side is good. I donated a laptop to someone less fortunate then I and she needs it for school and her mother cannot afford one. SO I got the one that Max died the same day it died and took all the information off it that was not of a young child's mind. !2 o most seems like that is a teenager or an adult in some cultures in my eyes she is a child that needs to expand her horzions and reach a depth that others cannot. She has his laptop also for out of our love forged at that time I met Max on it and had a wonderful relationship with a man who's life was cut short from him by a driver who did not see him.

Death is only the beginning and I see him nightly. My new boyfriend understands that it will take time to get adjusted to a new man in my life who wants to marry me and the family just wants me in like no tomorrow.

I am unusal and they love that and they see a childlike nature but also a dangerous one to which brings me to why they want me in their family so badly.

ekkkkkkkkkkk is all I can say.



smiles dinner time must go for now

purrs and licks to all my readers



Raja